You know you deserve it, and just like the air, I know you cant see it, but I promise its there. The actor, 34, appeared on Thursday's Lorraine to speak about his new memoir, Ten Things I Hate About Me, which sees him explain how he lives with suicidal thoughts. But I know they don't.'. The 32-year-old actor opened up about his mental. He left Hollyoaks in 2014 after a three-year stint, thinking he would go on to something bigger and better. In this book I want to try and explain what life is like when you have a brain that is essentially trying to murder you every day. This time it was another soap star in the shape of Hollyoaks actor Joe Tracini. 8. He attempted suicide multiple times, although he counts only one attempt as genuine. Audible provides the highest quality audio and narration. Joe Pasquale's Hollyoaks actor son Joe Tracini reflects on the moment he was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. At the time he said: "There are things I feel ashamed of. His wife's name is Teresa and they have a son named Christopher and a daughter named Cristina. 'Having Holly does help, but I've been self-isolating since 1994. As he got older, his behaviour became more and more extreme. Sprawling home where JonBenet Ramsey was found murdered in 1996 is listed for sale for $7 MILLION by current Royal Mail increase price of first class stamp by 15p to 1.10 in record-breaking hike. A source told The Sun: "It's lovely to see Hayley so happy. Funnily enough, I have a T-shirt with Me printed on it. 'Having Holly does help, but I've been self-isolating since 1994. He attended the Italia Conti Academy of Theatre Arts in London and learned how to sing, dance and act, before starring on TV in My Spy Family, Coming of Age and Hollyoaks. June 22, 2022 . But I dont wear that one. He does not really know that fella well, he says. The consent submitted will only be used for data processing originating from this website. I thought if I could separate the thoughts, I might have a chance in not picking when I die.'. He fully made his television debut in 2007 as Spike Bannon in My Spy Family airing on Boomerang. I dont know anything about air, but I know its real. From 2017 to present, Tracini hosts the CBBC DIY series The Dengineers with Lauren Layfield, he replaced Mark Wright in series 3. Continue with Recommended Cookies. Send us your Coming Of Age Raps! I didnt know how to talk to another person without getting a deck of cards out or without entertaining. Perhaps he will start wearing it when he gets to find out a bit more about him, I say. 6 of our favourite bags from the luxe new accessories label to know, Win 10,000 to kickstart your fashion career, 5 new spring denim cuts to flatter your figure. Relationships Joe Tracini has been in a relationship with Hayley Tamaddon (2015). He acted opposite Jimmy McKenna on Hollyoaks. It's good for me, but I do continually think about people who don't have anyone. You are definitely not hopeless. 15% of people w .more Get A Copy Kindle Store $8.99 Amazon Stores Libraries Hardcover, 304 pages The parents who fear their 11-year-olds will be scarred for life by the graphic sex education lessons that Two Insulate Britain protesters are jailed for contempt of court after they defied a judge's orders not to 'Derek fights on, it makes me fall in love with him all over again:' Kate Garraway reveals there are days French authorities fear 'narco-tourists' could flock to Normandy beaches after 'more than two tonnes of Hopes for cervical cancer vaccine after trials in mice showed it reduced tumours 80 per cent of the time. He left Hollyoaks in 2014 after a three-year stint, thinking he would go on to. By registering to HELLO! For the speech, even amidst the cheery atmosphere of Christmas he chose the still stigmatized topic of mental health as a topic and managed to speak in quite a touching and honest manner that quickly was loved by many people. I made this with my incredible girlfriend @hollyhouseman,"he said. 'I've stopped treating the fact that I don't like me as news. Something of the sort happened with British actor and presenter Joe Tracini when he gave a speech during a carol concert. He also starred in the title roles on . She came second but I proposed anyway. Mine. Incredibly, he emerges from the darkness with a timeless tale of love, hope and redemption that will be of immeasurable help to people facing the most destructive demons and, crucially . To view this video please enable JavaScript, and consider upgrading to a web If I feel something, eventually it will change. Prove it.. 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Joe Tracini (born Joe James Pasquale; 19 July 1988) is an English actor, presenter and author. Oscar Cainer tells all. READ MORE:Adam Rickitt and GMB star wife endure 'sheer hell' at home, You are doing a brilliant job and have saved lives. BPD is a mental illness which impacts a person's ability to regulate emotions and can increase impulsivity and affect how a person feels about themselves. So Ill keep talking about it. Having finished school, Tracini joined the Italia Conti Academy of Theatre Arts in London where he completed a National Diploma in Performing Arts in early 2007. Appearing on the ITV chat show, he told host Lorraine Kelly how the 'world changing' has made it harder for him to 'find reasons to stay alive every day' as he spoke about having suicidal thoughts. Tracini says he has never quite been sure who he is. So, youre reading an article about hope. Although initially the videos were primarily for his benefit, he thought lockdown would be a particularly difficult time for a lot of people. I felt such relief knowing that what I had was a thing, because my immediate thought process on it was: if its a thing, you can fix a thing. The actor shared the tweet on his page today, writing: Tweets like this dont help, and worse, could work and shut people like me up. In the videos, he explains that being suicidal is a mindset, not an event and it is a mindset he is constantly trying to understand. If youve ended up here, wherever you are, reading this, its because you need some hope. It sometimes goes on for three weeks in a row, but it always stops. Don't miss out on the biggest soaps gossip! Its not gonna happen and, no, I cant help you. He sounds fierce, but he is laughing. But what about Dan? Oscar Cainer tells all. See today's front and back pages, download the newspaper, order back issues and use the historic Daily Express newspaper archive. Following the success of the first series, he would go on to reprise his role in both the second and third series before the show eventually ended in January 2010. Tracini says he hates to think of the agonies he put his parents through. He discusses hope, horror and survival, Joe Tracini calls the voice in his head Mick, after Jagger. After graduating from St John's College, Cambridge with a degree in English Literature, he decided to try his hand at modeling and then moved to Los Angeles to pursue acting as a career. How Prince Harry's chat with guru who compared Hamas terrorists to Jews who battled the Nazis has appalled JAN MOIR: Goodbye Ken, the world always seemed safer with you on the airwaves, Abstaining from masturbating RAISES risk of anxiety, depression and erectile dysfunction, study warns. But, interestingly, he has an amazing, nearly love story with a lady he has known since infancy. Joe coped in the Covid-19 lockdown by sharing funny videos online, including ones of him dancing, to uplift the nation but has also spoken about his difficulties during the pandemic. In total, he appeared in 165 episodes. Joe also said he struggled with advice from mental health professionals not to be by himself as he spends a lot of his time alone. A person with a personality disorder thinks, feels, behaves or relates to others very differently from the average person. In general, someone with a personality disorder will differ significantly from an average person in terms of how he or she thinks, perceives, feels or relates to others. If you need to talk to someone, contact Samaritans on 116 123 or jo@samaritans.org. He was only 15 years old; endless opportunities lay ahead. Darren, then 36, said: "When I was first introduced to Hayley it was love at first sight. You know what else is interesting about Joe Tracini? Why are bees knees so special, he asks; he has never even seen a pair. The condition affects how somebody thinks, feels and interacts with other people. which he filmed with his girlfriend Holly, have helped him, while he . It's like I've booked a B&B for free!'. If you need help or advice for any mental health matter, here are just some of the organisations that were vital in helping us put together our MHAW Takeover: To contact any of the charities mentioned in the Metro.co.uk MHAW Takeover click here, Includes exclusive content, spoilers and interviews before they're seen on the site. His theatre credits include Spamalot, starring in the role of Patsy during a touring version of the production in 2015. 'I came over to say hello then the lockdown started so I've stayed here. Joe, 34 - the son of comedian Joe Pasquale - sat down with Alison. Difficulties: Joe, who is best known for his role as Dennis Savage in Hollyoaks, appeared on Thursday's Lorraine to speak about his new memoir, Ten Things I Hate About Me, 'But it's harder now, I was feeling like this before the world turned upside down, so now the world has changed, it's much harder to find reasons to stay alive every day.'. Despite his poor mental health, Tracini has had a stable professional life - he has rarely been without work. However, they have remained good friends ever since and even met up again after several years apart at Daniel's 20th birthday party in December 2009. 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Joe Tracini, 32, the son of comedian Joe Pasquale, opened up about attempting suicide and his mental health issues in a bid to raise awareness for others who may be suffering. Home of the Daily and Sunday Express. [4] The family subsequently moved to Kent and Joe was brought up in Higham, near Rochester. Joe said he deals with his negative thoughts by not treating it as 'news' anymore as he said he would feel disheartened when he would wake up every morning feeling the same way. On Tuesday, my brain kept telling me to kill myself, but I waited. Today, he hit. The following year, having started his studies at the Italia Conti Academy of Theatre Arts, he went on to perform in a number of their in-house productions including A Chorus Line and Sexual Perversity in Chicago, as well as a tour version of Richard III, in which he portrayed the title character. Add to My Shows Added to My Shows Remove 32162. The British actor who had notable television parts in series such as Coming of Age and Hollyoaks. I have high-end personality disorder. "I am so in love with this man. Covid:Appearing on the ITV chat show, he told host Lorraine Kelly how the 'world changing' has made it harder for him to 'find reasons to stay alive every day'. Even if today isnt what I needed or wanted or expected, if I can just get through today, tonight Ill have another chance at tomorrow. You might feel like you are, because if youre looking for hope it means you had some but you lost it. They may have intense yet unstable relationships and worry about being abandoned by others. 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We use your sign-up to provide content in the ways you've consented to and improve our understanding of you. The only place BPD comes up is when somebody killed somebody in a crime documentary. Joe,who is best known for his role as Dennis Savage in Hollyoaks, candidly said his brain 'doesn't like' him as he reflected on how he deals with negative thoughts. Discussing the sad news on her show with Dr Hillary Jones, she opened up about her trauma of miscarrying in her younger years. 3. I am now a person who had an affair. Its basically a Ted Talk gone wrong, he says. They have one son together named Jackson Christopher Tracini (born June 10, 2011). Love you xx.(sic). Tracini sings a song about the erectile dysfunction caused by his BPD, it won a Childrens Bafta for best factual entertainment show. [9] In early April 2015, it was confirmed that Tracini would be taking over from Todd Carty in the role of Patsy in the UK tour of Spamalot. We are no longer accepting comments on this article. Mental health:Hollyoaks star Joe Tracini has candidly spoken about how the 'world changing' amid the Covid-19 pandemic has made living with borderline personality disorder 'harder'. But every time you take something out, you have to put something back in so that it stays full, and stays equal. You can contact the mental health charity Mind by calling 0300 123 3393 or visiting mind.org.uk, In the US, the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is 1-800-273-8255. Just a massive mouth screaming all of the time. Is he a fan of the Stones? Problems grow when somebody keeps taking things out of the BUCKET but stops putting things in. He was born Joe Pasquale, like his father. The actor, TV presenter, comedian and former magician is becoming known as a radical voice in mental health at a time when the nations mental wellbeing has taken a hammering from the pandemic. He explained: 'If I feel negative, I don't stop myself feeling negative. Taking to Twitter, the star said: "If you were one of the 2 million people across the internet that chose to watch this in a day, thank you from the bottom of my leotard.". Please dont be this guy.. He explained: 'If I feel negative, I don't stop myself feeling negative. 'I try to take it on when they say they don't hate me, because I know when I leave my brain is going to go 'well they hate me'. If its invisible and you dont understand it, you have a choice. He lives in Hackney, east London, but is staying at his mothers S-shaped bungalow in Rochester, Kent, when we speak on Zoom. Tracini expresses concern that he does not contribute enough to the partnership. Ive heard so many people that know about air, talk about air, that I accept air is a thing even though I cant see it, and Im comfortable trusting somebody that knows what theyre on about to accept that its a fact. On Tuesday, my brain kept telling me to kill myself, but I waited. 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Things you cant see are difficult to explain to somebody that doesnt have any experience of that thing; made even more difficult if you know the words but dont know which order to put them in to explain what it is youre feeling; and even if you can, you might be scared to tell anybody else in case they dont believe you. As soon as he was old enough, he changed his name. But there was nothing bigger than trying to quell the voices in his head. He lives in my head and its difficult to explain the symptoms, so I got him out to show you xx, he wrote alongside a video to his fans. ', Speaking directly to viewers who might be suffering from a mental health related illness, he said: 'If you're anyone like me then don't kill yourself, the world needs you. For the following two years, Tracini was again nominated in the same category, but on both occasions lost out to Coronation Street's Simon Gregson. I stopped watching the news (no disrespect to you [Lorraine])! We use your sign-up to provide content in ways you've consented to and to improve our understanding of you. Hayley told Daniel's fans that she is happy living her life on her own terms and doesn't want to get involved with anyone right now. The parents who fear their 11-year-olds will be scarred for life by the graphic sex education lessons that Two Insulate Britain protesters are jailed for contempt of court after they defied a judge's orders not to 'Derek fights on, it makes me fall in love with him all over again:' Kate Garraway reveals there are days French authorities fear 'narco-tourists' could flock to Normandy beaches after 'more than two tonnes of Hopes for cervical cancer vaccine after trials in mice showed it reduced tumours 80 per cent of the time. Quizzed by host Lorraine Kelly about his current mood, Joe replied: 'It depends what day you catch me. He begins to weep. That doesn't go anywhere. ', Speaking directly to viewers who might be suffering from a mental health related illness, he said: 'If you're anyone like me then don't kill yourself, the world needs you.'. I hear her voicein the background, full of brightness and laughing. Wikipedia, Instagram. But I used to put it back into the act. He has two siblings: a brother named Kyle and a sister named Amy. Having to go to the hospital and the way she talks about that, she said. I physically could not function around other human beings if I wasnt working.. Its like a chicken asking Colonel Sanders for advice. That would, obviously, fall into the being a dick category. The comments below have not been moderated. 'When people write books they talk about helping one person, but I can only focus on helping my life, that's the only life I need to save,' he added. My first gig was a childrens party aged 12, for a 13-year-olds birthday. Did he earn much? I pulled at my hair and said: This is a trick Paul Daniels cant do. Was he really only 18 months old, I ask in disbelief. I see it as the Rolling Stones lips. He will return to Hollyoaks in August 2018 for a brief stint. "I said to my wife this is what happened and Im very sorry. I assumed there were a lot more people thinking about it than there had been. Joe Pasquale was born on 20 August 1961 in London, England, UK. Yeah, not half, he says with a rush of enthusiasm. Nobodys having a row about air though. Away from television roles, he also played the title role in Roderick Fenske's short film Future Dave, and took on the role of Tony Blackburn alongside Keith Chegwin and Susannah Fielding in the British comedy horror film Kill Keith. That's what I struggle with, because I am alone a lot. Joe's latest video also starred his girlfriend Holly, and he revealed he has been in lockdown at her parents' house after going to stay before the isolation guidelines were announced. 'I appreciate I make you laugh, all I can ever do is wait. Yay. We tried to put things back together but it became clear it wasnt going to work.". I was a drug addict, I was an alcoholic, I went to three rehabs. Its empty and fluffy, like: it will get better. Hollyoaks star Joe Tracini has spoken about how the Covid-19 pandemic has made living withborderline personality disorder 'harder to find reasons to stay alive'.